yes it is a scary place now, but praise God we know how it ends. But I was thinking about the question " What makes you happy" and being close to the Lord for sure. But there still are things that are pleasing , like my family , campfires , music, iced coffee, flowers and there are many other things. Somedays I think I have just let the world get to me too much to see all the blessings the Lord has still allowed me to have. :)